When I went into a cafe to warm up, an ad on a TV showed wallpaper with birds on it. . .and the spokesman saying, "All these birds can see except for this one," as it showed one bird's head being covered with an electrical outlet.
This could be viewed as coincidence, like most levels of the technological targeting, but my connection with birds, and this particular thing being said on the morning that my brain is being lasered in the lobotomy area, seems like a bit too much of a coincidence to me. Also the "seeing" part happening after yesterday's round of them again trying to tell me that I am God...and me not leaping to believe it and proclaim it, seems like it is not a coincidence either.
This all feels horrible. It seems like they were torturing me for not seeing and proclaiming what they wanted me to and yet my sight has not been clear because of their torturing me for so long. And this is how insanely unfair the targeting can get. Either way I lose and I don't want it happening anymore. I need protection for my brain, but this has been being prevented for the past year - since I tried to buy a sheet of lead.
I am still amazed at how much control they have over radio and TV and computers. My gut feeling is that these sorts of things probably happen far more than I realize, because I am rarely subjected to TVs.
As for the issue as to whether or not I was Jesus in a past life; I honestly do not know if this is a game they have been playing with me or if it is true and the reason that I have been so heavily targeted for what now appears to be since I was around 11 years old. I have been being too heavily targeted to find out for sure. And absolute Truth is very important on such a subject. I wish I had the freedom and privacy to figure it all out, but I haven't yet. One thing I do feel that I know for sure is that Jesus was NOT God - that Jesus was the son of God. . .and that we are all God's children and can grow into the same Heart potential when we have the Freedom to do so. May that Freedom come quickly.