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My New "Yearn for Freedom" Blog;
www.yearnforfreedom.blogspot.com

Friday, September 16, 2016

Vehicle Disabled and Brain Tortured

   Yesterday, my car suddenly stopped functioning after a puppet told me a story about a tree falling on the car of someone who was not obeying God and needed to learn a lesson...etc. My brain was also painfully tortured through the whole day. My car is my home and this leaves me stranded again and this is horribly distressing and just too much on top of all the other parts of the targeting. They pretend that disabling my car is to help me or "teach me a lesson" but it only hurts me and the only lesson I am learning is how cruel they can be.
   For too long they have held me in a state of destitution...sabotaging my business and other jobs and forcing me to depend on them and their puppets for financial help that has been consistently dropped in order to prevent me from saving or buying things like lead to protect my brain from their laser attacks, herbs to combat the parasites they infect me with...etc. They have been OK with my buying cigarettes and McDonald's food but not things that are good for me. After I noticed and started talking about the obvious drops in the amount of help allowed at strategic times, their "help" took another severe nose dive and they started pretending that its because of my buying cigarettes and drinks at McDonald's. I am so tired of the manipulations and the harassments associated with getting help it beyond words. 

   I desperately need help from people who are not controlled by those who target me and will not use it as way to harass me or deprive me of things I need for my health. Please let your Heart send financial help to. . .

Sharon Rose Post
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

It will be deeply appreciated. Thank you.

P.S. I put a sign for help on my car and the spot where it sits, and had been surrounded by puppets, has been mostly vacant since then. Maybe they do not want their puppets to know I am a defenseless homeless person or maybe they don't want them to see the website I put onto the bottom of the sign; www.targetedinamerica.com. I may remove the sign because they could have my car towed/stolen along with what little is left of my belongings, which they had already threatened to do when they landed me here. I pray for protection for myself and my car and what little is left of my belongings.

P.S. The past year's obvious cut backs in financial help seem odd. They were even sometimes announced by puppets in advance. Like when I had tried to save $20 toward a piece of lead they said "your tucking it!" and then I was given $20 less. Another time they said "five dollars" and the helper gave me $5 less...etc. This was all so obvious that they seemed to be setting up the minister who was helping me. I am worried about him, although he proved to be on the side of those who target me all along, he did not seem to be aware that they were bad, although he must have been aware of saying the same things to me almost every time we met. . .things that tried to push me to go to a mental health professional, to go on disability and get help from the government and he persistantly tried pushing me toward my family, which seemed to be a set up for them to be used  against me and possibly even set up to be caught helping to target me as has been threatened and appears to have been tried with one of my sisters and one of my daughters. Most , if not all of them, have already been enslaved. I keep praying for help that is not controlled by those who target me - help that is genuine and solid and honest and protective and kind and understanding and NOT covert. And I hope it gets here soon.

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Gang Stalking Part of Heights of Wisdom Story

Wisdom's first "gang stalking" experience


    Please excuse the poor writing in this fumbling attempt to finish my 2004/2005 Heights of Wisdom story. It gave me a better focus when I was stranded in a parking lot and feeling too scared and tortured. My last computer was disabled as I was working on it. Consequently its not very good but it hopes to grow and touch people's Hearts....someday...when I am free.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

Old Pains and Few Gains

   This is not my complete blog, but it is what is left of it until I gain the clarity and freedom I'd need to pull it back together, into a book, with better edits and updates/explanations. At this point, as I look back over some of my old posts, it brings back old pains that I have not had a chance to deal with properly and this, as well as the ongoing targeting and my state of overwhelm, prevents me from being able to do a very good job with it, especially the covert harassment stuff. I am confused about a lot of what has been happening in the covert stuff around me. I hope that soon, the targeting will be over and I will be able to gain the privacy and  understanding that would enable me to do better edits without technological or covert interference.

    In my heart I feel that there is a lot of good in our government, that their struggle with the infiltration must be immense, and that they will be here for us when they can be. But I sometimes lose sight of this, especially when I am being heavily hit with technological attacks to my brain and other body parts as well as covert threats. . .and have no safe place to run to...where there could be acknowledgment of the technological and covert targeting and protection from further harm. I'm sorry.

Thursday, September 8, 2016

I'm Sorry. I Forgot.

In the depths of microwaved pain
I forgot it until my heart saw again.
But whose to know what is never learned
When lasered memories forget to return?


I'm Sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry.

    The technological interference with my brain has caused the usual short term memory losses that many victims report. Sometimes my microwaved brain has gotten lost in the trenches of despair. . .until my heart re-grabs the handle of that bucket of hope and that long tattered rope, which hangs from the Light.
   But I have also experienced memories of specific things (important things) being wiped out of my memory. . .until something triggers them and brings them back. Among these memory losses are the memory of getting an email from President Obama in August of 2015, and the memory of a bank account that had contained around 40,000 dollars and was my emergency back up fund. . .and it now appears to be too late for me to get it back. I can understand them making me lose money as they shoved me into destitution. My other account appeared to have been being drained too. But I am having a hard time understanding why they wiped out the memory of the email, especially since they appear to have also moved my blog post about it. They have even tried to wipe my daughters out of my mind, but my heart aches for them still. Love sometimes remembers what minds forget. But not always. I'm sorry if I have forgotten things that you think I should remember. My memory will be better when my brain stops being intruded upon with radio waves. God help us all to be completely regain our freedom and have a chance to recover.

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Mutilated Animal Dropped onto Windsheild!

  Late yesterday afternoon I had parked under a shade tree and a small dead animal suddenly dropped down onto my windsheild!  I don't know if it was lasered or not, but it just suddenly dropped right out of the tree or sky within minutes after I parked my car. Since the early 1990s I have experienced periods of what I now believe were murdered animals being left at my home or in roads or trails I frequent. The first ones were decapitated chipmunks left on my doorstep at the home I'd owned in Loudon, NH.

The video is hard to look at. But. . .

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Books Stolen from my Car!

   The original 2013 edition of my Technological Holocaust book and last years edition of my Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book appear to have been stolen from my car. This book was my only solid recording of this blog since June 2013.
   About a month ago, my car appeared to have been accessed while I was sleeping - the string I tie between the doors had been broken. (This could have been done with a laser just to make me think that it was accessed that night.) There was also ample time for access into my car during the four months that it was stranded in a parking lot and forced to leave it for extended periods of time.
   I am deeply concerned about the manipulations that have been vamping up around me and my writings in the past year or so.

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

From Blame's Covert Wars to Peaceful Freedom

     Those who are responsible for the targetings, and technological enslavement of humanity, seem to be manipulating things, in order for blame to be placed on the innocent, on people who have been deceived into thinking its a good thing or on unaware mind control victims whom they use. Please do not let this continue.
     Some say that the UN is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that America is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that it is the government BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the military BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the FBI BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is law enforcement BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is our families BUT they are being targeted too. And the list of places to blame could go on and on and on and on, and the resulting wars could go on and on and on. . . until we realize that too much of humanity has been being covertly targeted, enslaved and/or used. . .and we must stop the blaming and fighting and let our Hearts stand together, in order to regain our freedom. I wish the Heart of all these places would stand up, expose the targeting and its deceitful tactics and manipulations. . .and set humanity free.

Please let your Heart stand up
www.targetedinamerica.com



P.S. I do realize that nothing has been completely free of normal levels of problems or "corruptions." But with technological mind control being used by dark forces that have been enslaving and using people from all walks of life the normal problems have been magnified to a dangerous degree. The only answer seems to be to fully expose it - to inform and protect instead of blaming and fighting . .as long as the "protection" is genuine freedom and not the sly technological enslavement that appears to have already been happening 
 
   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations, targeted countries...etc.


    Like President JFK had said, "Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. . ." And this was back in the 1960s! Can you imagine how much ground the dark infiltration has gained since then. . .with the use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unsuspecting people in ALL arenas?Please help it to be exposed and stopped.

A Hope for Us All

   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations...etc.

www.targetedinamerica.com

  Please do not judge or blame anyone based on what I have written on this blog. This is not a "politically correct" report or a legal report. It is exactly what the title implies - Ramblings of a Targeted Individual. If good officials are ever able to be here for me I will give them whatever information they need, privately and directly. I regret treating like a report initially. I probably shared too much of some things and too little about other things. My brain has not functioned well under the constraints of radio waves being shot into it...etc.
     This blog is an example of the grueling process that a heavily Targeted Individual goes through in order to figure out the targeting and expose it, while still being targeted - computers infiltrated, brain function being interfered with...etc. In the initial stages of realizing what is happening it is too easy to misplace blame in desperate microwaved gropes for answers, or rushed aims to expose it, with hope to end the hell or at least make a painful round of targeting back off...etc.
   The targeting is often too confusing and manipulative to fully figure out every aspect of it, especially while my brain is being microwaved. The covert harassment parts of the targeting have been extremely confusing to me, and posts about this merely reflect my perceptions at that point in time. This blog needs a lot of editing and explaining, but I am unable to do it on infiltrated computers and while still being targeted... but it does not feel safe to completely let go of it at this point in time, due to it being my primary log of the targeting...etc.
   I hope to someday have the freedom to follow my heart with better edits and explanations of the contents of this blog and the process I went through as I wrote it. (I'd also need clarification of many things, in order to do this effectivly.) Until then, please read with your Heart, look past anything that seems confusing or questionable. . .and please do not use any part of this blog to judge or blame any person or organization.

   I hope this blog, through all of my bloops and blunders and the outside interference, can still help us all to regain  freedom from all levels of the targeting. . .and ultimately help free America and save the Heart of humanity from destructive technological and pharmaceutical mind control.


Friday, August 19, 2016

Scary Weapon Attack



   The night before last I experienced several hours of a painful laser attack to the upper left, front, quarter of my brain. It stopped a few times, for just a few minutes, but was relentless through the rest of the evening. This was really scary due to the fact that it was in the area that lobotomies happen and the same area of the brain that appears to be being damaged in targeted people.
    This creative part of my brain is a critically important part of me and my work and my process of personal and spiritual growth. I do not want to be damaged any more than I already have been and feel horrible for those who have completely lost that vital part of themselves. Please help stop these sorts of targetings.

  Update;  In situations like this, those who target me may be just trying to terrorize me into thinking that they are damaging my brain. These sorts of terrors happen a lot. Among other recent ones they had a puppet say, "Breast cancer" as they walked by me, just before they started painful lasering of my left breast. Other similar things happen as they laser my lungs, spine, brain, legs...etc. A couple years ago they were threatening to make me blind while effecting my eye sight with laser weapons aimed into my brain. And the list could go on. I don't write most of it, because I try to ignore it instead of letting it scare me. . .but sometimes I can not help but to feel scared. Its scary to have a threatening criminal aim a weapon at me, in order to inflict pain and fear. . .even if it does not leave me with permanent damage.

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Reposting of the Vision of Hope

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please help expose the targeting without inflicting more pain upon targeted families...etc. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

A Fiction Vision of Real Hope;
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html

   Recent tortures include new rounds of the lasering of my spine. Last night I was suddenly woken with severe lasering of my throat and lungs around 2am, as a driver came near my car to move a truck! Today, after posting about manipulations on my blog I am experiencing pain in my chest, which is probably the usual death threat of inflicting me with a heart attack with a laser weapon. I have experienced this a lot and am sure that it is inflicted with lasers aimed at my chest, due to the timing and the fact that the pain completely goes away for a few seconds on the times when I have quickly moved in ways that shield my body. In the past several months I have experienced a vamp up in painful laser and microwave weapon attacks on my brain.

 Please do not judge me based on anything I write or do not write or publicly share...etc. I have more in hard copies and on storage devices if it is ever needed. . .although my belongings have also been infiltrated through access to my vehicle. My writings have been interfered with, by those who target me, in multiple ways. The most recent thing I caught appeared to be the altering of the date on a post from 2012 to 2013. Since I recently experienced FOUR hard drive failures and one monitor failure I am forced to use public library computers that are obviously infiltrated and too often surrounded by librarian puppets who do not respect my need for peace and quiet. My efforts to make changes to past posts, due to my newer realizations, appears to be being sabotaged. I am still not being allowed to change the password to the ftp program which accesses my primary website pages. I pray for them to remain secure.  I do not have the equipment, freedom, peace or privacy that I'd need to follow my heart into perfecting all of my writings. This is the best I can do right now. So, please excuse the mistakes and areas of possible criminal intrusions and alterations. I hope that I will someday have the freedom to fix it all and explain it better.

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

FBI's Ted Gunderson

"Its Important that we follow the path of Truth - that 
we do not weave to the left or right." ~ Ted Gunderson

   I'd not posted Gunderson before, because most of his videos get into a lot of the political stuff that I have tried to steered away from. But this newer video dives right into what I have felt is the core of our problem - a satanic occult that has been infiltrating and aiming to take over not only America, but ultimately all of humanity. I received a lot of validation from this video of Ted Gunderson, an FBI agent who stood up for our freedom. He says, "This evil aliment has infiltrated virtually every level of society."

  I have felt that many places have been being infiltrated and that this dark infiltration has probably hit medical, dental, psychiatry, pharmaceutical and spiritual arenas even more heavily than most government agencies. Consequently, I feel that there is a danger in blaming "the government" when we need the uninfiltrated parts of our government to save us, our country and ultimately all of humanity. And I feel that there may be as much of a danger in not realizing that they have also been being targeted and infiltrated. . .probably in some arenas more than others. . .so that the whole does not continue to be blamed for what a few criminals or mind control victims have been doing.
    I feel that the satanic occult, which Gunderson spoke of, has been utilizing technological and pharmaceutical mind control on people in all arenas and that their enslavement of humanity has already hit holocaustal levels and must be fully exposed and stopped as quickly as possible.


Ted Gunderson on Satanism in America

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4Th-SO4w78

"Its Important that we follow the path of Truth - that 
we do not weave to the left or right." ~ Ted Gunderson

www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. There has been some controversy about Ted Gunderson being an imposter. This is probably an aim to discredit him. No matter who this man is or is not, he says a lot of things that I have felt to be absolutely True long before I heard it from him. I think he is telling the Truth about a serious holocaustal problem that we all need to know and help remedy.

Monday, August 8, 2016

A Painful Batch of Ignorance in the New York Times

   Around the time when the NY Times News Paper came out with the article about Targeted Individuals I was stranded in a parking lot. My computers were being shut down. My writings were being sabotaged. And I was  experiencing a serious vamp up in electronic attacks...etc. I was just able to read it a couple days ago in a library.
   The article was entitled, "United States of Paranoia...," which implies that united Targeted Individuals are just in a state of paranoia. Other titles in the article were, "A Growing tribe of troubled Minds," and "A pretext for violence," and "An ‘echo chamber’ of paranoia," most of which appear to have grown from the field of psychiatry.
  When I read it I felt sad. . .incredibly sad. And I find myself wondering if the author, or New York Times, have even done any research into the technologies that are being used on us, or on the field of psychiatry being suspected of inflicting "false mental illness labels" on victims of eugenics based targetings, or on the fact that states, like Michigan, have even passed new laws against "gang stalking" because it is a VERY REAL crime that has been hurting many people.
      And, even more important, have they considered the additional suffering and pain that is inflicted upon us Targeted Individuals when we are publicly degraded and misjudged - that even just statements like "most likely delusional," can leave us to continue suffering the effects of VERY REAL technological tortures, covert harassment. . .and other false judgments, which prevent the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.

   Articles like this one feel like another part of the targeting. They hurt us and they prevent the compassionate understanding and comfort that we desperately need from our fellow human beings. We should not have to prove our sanity on top of all else that we are struggling to survive. http://www.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html

   I beg the media and general public to give us "Targeted Individuals" the benefit of the doubt that is being raised by those who target us and those who are not aware of the various types of technological targeting, which are happening to many more than just TIs who are in the web.

Please keep an open Heart and mind

   We need your support and help. We are not just "mentally ill." But we are not OK - we are being hurt and are suffering indescribably. We are victims of holocaustal crimes. . .crimes which need to be publicly acknowledged and stopped for the future safety of all of humanity

Please help us instead of adding to our pain
We desperately need good, aware Hearts to stand up for
 us as well as humanity's freedom. Please be those Hearts.

 P.S. My Amazon books and websites have been being blocked from web searches through the past few months. And I am still not being allowed to change the password to my websites.

Monday, August 1, 2016

Vision of Hope

   I beg government and media officials to let your Hearts stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us, for America. . .ultimately for all of humanity. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end and enslaved victims can be set free.  Please stand up so that people can understand what is happening and at least have the opportunity to resist the mind control or protect themselves and support each other. Please stand up so that heavily hit victims can be understood and protected from further harm. Please break the silence that too many are suffering in. Please stand up and help set humanity free. Please!

A Fiction Vision of Real Hope;
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com/2016/06/chapter-four-sunrise-for-humanity.html


P.S. I was able to get my car fixed a couple days ago. Have a little bit of freedom back. It appears that I am experiencing another vamp up in set ups to try to frame me as a pedophile in stores that I go into.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

The Horrible Manipulations

   I still believe in the good and uninfiltrated parts of our government and have been concerned that they may be being targeted as well. I have recently been surrounded by manipulations in rounds of intense technological torture to my brain and other body parts as well as death threats - trauma inducing events in conjunction with brainwashings that aim to convince me that the FBI is doing all the torturing and threatening. This has been worse in the past year or so. Aside from around the 19th of June, 2016 there was a previous episode where they had terrorized me into thinking that I'd been hit with a lethal chemical as I dropped a report at an FBI office. In between these rounds of hell I strongly feel and sense that good people in the FBI have been being targeted by the same people who target me. I am concerned that I am probably not the only victim, of lethal targeting, who is being brainwashed and/or manipulated into thinking that it is all being done by "the government." When I am not being tortured and terrorized, and my brain is not being interfered with, I do not believe the manipulations. . .although I often have concerns about how infiltrated our country may be.
    I understand that nothing is perfect, especially in countries that have been being infiltrated by those who use technological and pharmaceutical mind control on people in all arenas. But I still feel that the core of the targeting is being done by a satanic occult. God help us all.
 

God help America
God help the good to stand up for humanity

Saturday, July 9, 2016

A Reluctant Break Untaken

   I tried temporarily making this blog private due to vamp ups in the targeting, which included alterations to my writings as well as targeting geared toward manipulating things if I even just write what they are doing to me. (I am trying to refrain from posting cryptic covert messaging and threats, which can too easily be misperceived. But they are an ongoing part of the hell I experience.)
    Recent attacks appear to be aims to prevent the proper kinds of help from being here for me…and to make it look like the government is targeting me. . .or that I am just blaming the government. At this point in time I feel too overwhelmed and am being too heavily targeted to fully figure out their manipulations and keep combing through my writings.
   The most recent alterations, which I noticed, that they made to my writings were the addition of double words and sentences. They even added in a double post on the 19th of June in this blog. Oddly this was added AFTER the 20th but was dated on the 19th. They have again disabled my computers - four hard drive crashes and one blackened monitor in just the past couple months. And I was not allowed to change my passwords to my websites the last time I tried.

Most recent book of this blog


Ramblings book on Amazon; 

The Heart Bud book 
has my most recent information on the targeting;

The Heart Bud book on Amazon; 
https://www.amazon.com/Heart-Bud-Touching-Personal-Global/dp/1508976120?ie=UTF8&keywords=Heart%20Bud%20by%20Sharon%20R.%20Poet&qid=1427306657&ref_=sr_1_1&sr=8-1

P.S. Making this blog private was not being allowed! I am using a borrowed infiltrated computer. And its jamming up and there is no longer an option to set this blog private. They seem to be trying to force me to completely delete it. I can not completely delete it as it contains important information that could be a source of help or protection for me as well as others. So it remains public.

[Update; I was able to make most of the alterations that were being prevented through blocking me from computers and torturing my brain. So the blog feels better remaining public now.]